This has brought me smiles

this has brought me tears

this has brought me frowns

this has brought be grins.

This has brought me closer to You

this has brought me to know more about You

this has brought me closer to you

this has brought me to know more about you.

This has made me stronger

made me weaker,

just that moment and

the line of grey-

my love for You and you

Its stronger and stronger

never letting go,

but the string...

shorter and shorter

flying higher and higher

no! what if

what if it breaks?

or snap?

there it goes again,

all my efforts, my hopes

flying further and further away from me

perhaps, from us.

new strings?

no! we can never restart

never ever

The coming together, separating has brought us much joy and also tears. The repetitive things that keep happening, no. I am not going to let this happen again. Neither am I going to cling unto you and hold on too tightly on this relationship. Let it go, and let God do the job. I will not want to be like my other friends. They hold on too much until they cannot live without their other half. Maybe I was like that, but I realise, God is the only one I cannot live without. So my friend, let go if you think you should. It will not bring you two any good when you just hold on too tightly. When it ends, both of you can never be friends again. We are still young, we still have many things undone. So, let go of it.

Cherishing and clinging on is different. I would hold on. but not too tightly. It will not only not bring any good, but also harm. Things can just be solved easily, you don't have to be so persistent about some things. Putting on a glum face doesn't help at all. You will not only lose him, you will lose your friends as well.

What about my relationship?

I'm doing rather well, we have no more problems and no more arguements, which is good. I can also say that both of us are happy with each other, missing each other's company and also growing each day. Growing to be more like God and closer to him. More and more mature as well. I really have to thank God for all this. Thank God for letting me know you. Most importantly, thank God for granting me salvation.